remember, just breathe out.
this can't last forever.



i can't wait to see this week pass,
and that thought isn't very settling. but i don't care

i have no shame

i wont allow your bullshit to affect my mood anymore. i'm where i'm supposed to be.

my happiness will speak for itself

at least tonight.



I wish I could just make a decision, and stick to it. but how do I know if I'm doing the right thing?
but fuck the negativity, I don't need it
everything will work out in the end no matter what. I don't know how, but I know it will

tomorrow will be much better. at least i know that much


what the fuck could you possibly want. i'm here because i thought you'd want it that way. and i know you do. so would it be too much to ask to stay conscious while i am, or whats really the point. why do you get to escape the place i cant.

Current Mood: sick

I need to get better so I can finish the list of things I came back here to do.
I need to get away from here as soon as possible.


Current Music: chemical kids and mechanical brides

despite everything, it will still be a good day. every day started is another day closer i get to end with you...