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I see right through you.





so tell me when you hear my heart stop

you're the only one who knows


tell me when you hear my silence

there's a possibility I wouldn't know....

so tell me when my sigh is over

you're the reason why I'm close

tell me when you hear me falling


there's a possibility it wouldn't show


i really should be sleeping...


She was young, and the water looked terrifying. It was unfamiliar and strange in its ways. The girl didn't swear by anything that she didn't like, and the cold and wet pool in front of her was distrustful in her eyes. Its moves were unexpected and held no constant that she could memorize. She felt a nudge on her shoulder, and looked up to see what had shaken her from her thoughts. Her mother was standing beside her, looking down at the girl with a severe expression forming in her eyes.
" What?", the girl asked.
" What are you doing just standing there? Get in the water and swim. Stop wasting time. " The girl was confused, and angry at her mother's words.
" But i don't know how to swim ", she said.
" All you have to know is to never stop moving. " This made sense to the girl, in a way she did not yet understand, but she had to ask;
" What happens if i stop moving? ", she inquired, her curiosity outweighing her horror.
" You'll drown... and you'll die ", the mother replied.




i wonder if the kind of love that exists in my head, even exists at all in the world. everyone i see has a no vacancy sign spelled out across their chests. everyone has an expiration date imprinted somewhere under their sleeves.

and i don't like having to wonder.


nothing poured out of your heart
and spilled in your veins
nothing seeped up in your head
and flooded your brain


personally, i believe life is like a room where you were pushed in while someone locked the door on the other side and left you screaming and searching for a way out.


i swear i saw you in my dreams
and i swear those nights i didn't sleep






" It seems we drive forever but can never get away from here "









say what?







sanity, in its loveliest form


I have only one vice




" And besides, there's so much beauty in a storm
So come down with me to the shore
And what's more, I adore you
So tell me, what is there to fear?
Out where the stones stand up like thrones beside the ocean
Out where the waves make a grave of the sea
The lovers struggled in the middle of the tempest
And water angrily crawled up onto the beach
Said, hold my hand and stay with me
We'll be released
But the tide clung like an anchor to her feet
And though he tried to make the water line recede
It pulled her out into the sea
He could not break apart the waves to bring her safely back in
He watched her hand break through the surface once
Then disappear again "








" you say the present's just a pleasant interruption to the past "